knOw whO I am

silly carmie.. haha.. she juz blogged on my blog.. tsk tsk.. blurrie hammie.. did d doodle board for me so shun bian add an entry for me too eh? anyway.. at sf's house now.. we were supposed to watch my little bride together last nite but i fell aslp rite away.. n now it's morning! she's still slping la.. musta been really tired after d whole planning thingey, after running ard making sure everything's in place, after even more running ard to make sure d jc1s were being sabotaged enuff.. haha.. crazy girl.

so i think d whole event was quite ok.. all went pretty well.. d games.. d food.. n up to d part where girls n guys sat down seperately with their seniors to hear wad dey hafta say. possibly to inspire them in wadeva way dey can, to convey n exemplify d passion tt dey felt for sa, hoping dey wld start to feel d same too so tt dey wld haf d desire to win n so on..

a long time ago, i was sitting where carmie sat n saying juz abt d same things tt she said.. but back den things were much simpler, it wasn't so much abt winning but rather abt being together as a family. cuz wad we had den was far from perfect. maybe a handful with some bball competion.. n d thing tt held everyone together was perhaps only passion for d game. den training tour really bonded us. i'm glad it did d same for dis batch too. cuz dis is not something a sch team can get to do every other day.

but somehow i feel someone's juz taking all these for granted, putting herself above everyone else, refusing to really put in heart n soul.. hope someone'll come round. juz cannot stand to see or know my fave team get demeaned in any way. if i cld, i wld haf loved to be in her place. but my time has passed.. hmm.. so abt winning.. it's a gd attitude to haf rite now, cuz d standard's entirely diff. well girls.. all d best.. n all d way.. up n on!

hey em!! it's ok la.. dun worry abt it or feel bad or anything. we HAFTA meet up soon yeah? haven't sat down n talked to u proper in a super long time! we go get our fave salmon or something hehe.. d party was good, but u guys were prolly much much crazier haha.. so see ya!