To forgive is Divine

i ain't a very forgiving person am i?! actually it's quite rhetorical, considering my behaviour of late. i could do away with some of the things i 'preach' around. like tellin fifi to always do the right thing blah blah blah.. cuz i ain't practising it man. pleh.. i was tellin kalai last week i really should be going back to church soon. remember tellin carmie that once too. n marc as well i think, n whoever else for that matter.. then today a sudden realisation hit me.. i'm going straight to hell if He comes back for us at this moment. but from where i am rite now, i feel kinda lost. need some direction man. haven't been the salt n light for so long.. i'd already lost track of time.

steering back to the forgiveness thingey. maybe i shd juz forget abt everything n put down the anger that's been harboured within me. it's really harder to stay angry than to be amiable. besides, isn't being angry with ur brother equivalent to murdering him? i definitely remember this commandment, but somehow i subconsciously yet deliberately pushed it right to the back of my mind. yeah that's wad it is. time to let go n let God. leave everything behind n start afresh. min min!! if u see this, haha.. well.. u shd juz ask me wad i mean. but perhaps u cld already guess :)

hope i find the new me. n find God in my life. i need to.

RouNd twO

hmm.. d draw results r out. sajc hcjc ajc njc. not easy of course. but i haf faith in my sa juniors! dunno if i can go support. really wish i could though. anyway i hope they play according to their true abilities. my dearest carmie.. u jiayou okies?! lead the team well :) God bless.

boo!!

so i found something to do. jio kalai 2 watch coach carter after her training after my work. turned out it wasn't showing as yet though. only sneaks i think. unless we wanted 2 catch some ulu machiam indian movie haha.. so we shopped n shopped n shopped around north point.. n then shopped even more.. in like only juz 2 or 3 shops man.. haha.. fun! cuz she's a real spastic goon. n i love her for that hehe.. we got this troupe of soft toys consisting a green elephant, 2 pink monkeys n 2 orange monkeys at this super cheap value shop. wad a weird combi rite haha.. crazy.. but they're quite cute wor.. :)

walked till most of the shops started closing, after which we walked back to her place.. then this really spooky thing happened. kl was tellin me something when i heard this low, gruff n eerie dunno male or female dunno coming out from in front or behind voice saying 'hello.. hello.. hello..' freaky!! stopped kl n only then did she hear it too. i was pretty scared out of my wits can. the thing is it went on n on n it didn't stop la. haha.. so i was like 'tk out ur phone maybe it's that' but guess we were quite shaken up cuz it took quite a while b4 we managed to dig her phone out from her bag. some farnie number was calling n i suppose it accidentally went on loudspeaker.. she didn't even dare to pick it up when it called again haha.. so dan xiao.. na li zhi dao shi ta de lao shi! haiyah.. almost died.. bleah.. so that was it.. xu jing yi chang.. phew..

quote

"You don't have to understand people to love them"

too many cramps

so yesterday was the 'i dun care who went down to yuhua but i'm gonna play ball there till my lungs come out' day. gh was supposed 2 meet me but he flew my aeroplane! n cuz raymond was still slpin.. dang.. wad's with 'aeroplanes' nowadays la. argh.. but who am i to be bu shuang rite.. nobody.. hmm..

foong went down with houston n fred though, n i played with bin n gang as well. then there was this irritating tiny midget of a girl who almost freaking broke my back. wad the hell! wanna get even man, but no.. i shdn't be doing that. that wld be stooping low. so i played till i had cramps really bad. my right lower shin cramp, left thigh cramp, left calf cramp, even my right foot also cramp till the toes there. wad's wrong with me man. nv played so much bball in my life is it?! bleah.. no good.. luckily houston had yoko yoko with him, helped relieve my tensed muscles alot.. now i'm aching all over again, worse than ever after the match. think i'm juz on a bball fever rite now. it still feels good.

anyway on the train on my way to yuhua, clarissa (my colleague) suggested that i took part in some cc activities to get to know more frens. i shot her a quizzical look n said i haf lots of frens wad. then she went 'i mean get to know more guys that kind.'

?????!!!!!

haha.. wad??!! no way am i gonna go n get myself into some dumb cc social gatherings for this la!! the thought of it is a crack up man! my him shd at least play bball wad, then wld understand my own passion for it rite?! not some geeky nerd who goes to such 'functions' for goodness knows wad organised fun. ok i'm perhaps juz stereotyping too much here, but can't help it man. hehe.. but either way, me finding that someone? that's a far shot la. i'm fine by myself, with some frens. period. so abt that.. let God ba.. weird she shd suddenly pop that idea up.. n darn farnie.. hmm..

now i feel really bored.. wad shd i be doing today..? la la la la la..

ewe are not gonna believe it.. i've found the thing..!! heh.. :)

my yesterday

i super like this jay chow song.. very nice.. phew.. finally my day's gonna be over. dunno why but today was juz sucky la.. maybe i'll juz go play ball n play my lungs out or something to release my pent up agitations n all. i wanna quit ah!!

mad le.. haha.. anyway i left 2 hrs early yest. was really tired n not feeling well but went to watch d hwa chong match anyway. my xdz all playing man, got time of course muz go watch la! it's like during many times d hwa chong players on court were all ny gals lor.. how cool's tt.. :) saw joy n steph whom i used to always see in scgs when i was helping there.. they were like sec ones then.. nice to talk to them again. well, so hcjc kinda trashed rjc by 37 points. not surprising la. but so wasted man, i mean they shd get into d 2nd round more than some others who did. lynn was so sad she cried.. aww.. poor thing eh..

grabbed a bite at d nearby coffeeshop with kalai, phyllis, marc n some xdz. sir joined us too. then we went yuhua to play bball n phyllis went home. d bus ride there was super crazy la, laughed at stupid things non stop. so jialat, think i've been laughing these few days more than last 2 months combined eh!! haha.. like that then fun ma hor.. hmm.. think i accidentally hurt my ankle again while playing ball. quite pain. bleah.. irritated.

园游会

琥珀色黄昏像糖在很美的远方
你的脸没有化装我却疯狂爱上
思念跟影子在傍晚一起被拉长
我手中那张入场圈陪我数羊
薄荷色草地芬芳像风没有形状
我却能够牢记你的气质跟脸庞
冷空气跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感
像我的喜欢被你看穿
摊位上一朵艳阳 我悄悄出现你身旁
你慌乱的模样我微笑安静欣赏

我顶着大太阳 只想为你撑伞
你靠在我肩膀 深呼吸怕遗忘
因为捞鱼的蠢游戏我们开始交谈
多希望话题不断园游会永不打烊
气球在我手上 我牵着你瞎逛
有话想对你讲 你眼睛却装忙
连蛋糕跟你嘴角果酱我都想要尝
园游会影片在播放 这个世界约好一起逛

~周杰伦

:)

~~ewe just made my day without knowing it~~

bAd daY

frustration speaks for itself. needs no explanation nor questions. when u ask, it only goes to show that u dun understand one. that's abt it.

work's terrible today. everyone's bugging me. i'm doing my job here ok?! shoot. buzz off n gimme a break.

wad can i say.. i miss ewe..

heAds heLd hiGh

juz typed this terribly long entry, den some irritating clumsy fool tripped d switches.. argh!! oh well. anyway the gist of it was that we lost yesterday, 59-25.. but i feel we did our best, n it was simply great. d game was great, d juniors were great too!! i mean they finally managed to warm up to us while we played, n haf become so much more vocal than when we first started training with them. d atmosphere was at its peak especially in d first half. well, then we kinda waned towards d last part but nvm we'll be better in d next match! apparently they beat us by 53 last year, so in relative comparison we did much better already! hehe.. cool huh..

as for myself, lots n lots of room for improvement. especially defence wise, still quite slack n sometimes blur. not gonna put myself down though! try even harder next time. i'm a ny gal man. n i'm damn proud of it. haha.. it's so nice of marc n liwei to come down n support us. oh n kalai too! she came in d end :) was also quite pleasantly surprised during d start of d game when i turned ard n saw guanhan, raymond n pengswee xdz standing rite behind our bench. hehe.. so happy man..

d game at the next court was so much more exciting man. aljunied vs ling yun. it was such a close fight but aljunied still emerged d winner with a score of 45-41. lingqin was kinda upset when i asked her abt it after that.. hmm, nvm eh? it was juz a bad day for them.. cheer up everyone!

walked to pl mrt station with min min, kalai n boy cuz we wanted to tk train home. half way after reaching city hall boy turned back cuz she went to look for hui. she was quite down. hmm.. dunno why, but hope she's much better now. cld tell she was kinda moody when i saw her in d changing room. everyone seemed pretty moody yesterday.. moody moody moody.. i got a lil moody myself too.. on d way out.. maybe i was juz too sensitive over some stuff. juz a glitch i suppose.. gotta sort out my thoughts la. will be fine.

kl: thanks for ur warmth ah! was really cold man :)

half my weekend

ok so here i am on a blogging spree. hehe.. guess it's cuz half my office ain't here.. been like this ever since the alternate saturdays policy started. managed to complete most of my stuff in half the day yest so now quite slack.. n i feel like making up for lost time, for all d entries that shd haf been here but were missed out on.

so i watched d match at sbc yest, peilee was playing too cuz they had a game agst pjc, n they won. saw so many of my ny juniors in a div la.. hmm.. then i was supposed to meet a grp of frens for dinner but chuanyan didn't feel well so i took the liberty of cancelling out on d rest to meet up with kalai n marc at yuhua for bball instead. so bad! but didn't mean it la.. didn't feel like eating at lau pa sat ma. *guilty look*

min min came along with me too.. surprise surprise! yuhua was so crowded last nite. we played a couple of games.. was trying to play proper cuz wanna prepare for upcoming matches ma. then we played with this irritating team n this irritating guy juz turned ard n elbowed me in my right shoulder!! ouch la!! so pain man. bleah. gonna get a real bad bruise. shitty luck. well on the whole it was a good work out, though many things irritated me for a while. but now am fine again so yep.

the lot of us hung out till pretty late at the play ground so kalai decided to spend the nite at my house. turned out it was d craziest plan ever. didn't slp till 3am la. all the crazy bed shaking n shouting haha.. kinky eh.. getting all the wrong ideas already i can tell :) wadeva!! anyway i'm surprised my grandparents cld sleep thru all the racket we were making. talked (actually shouted n screamed) about all the things under the sun n moon man. realised how clueless abt so many things one can be. haha.. then we started talking abt more serious stuff so that we cld slowly fall aslp.. n lo n behold it was morning! hehe.. tt's abt it. got training later.. getting jerseys n all.. hope mine's the rite size!! *cross fingers* :)

oh our jerseys r red, my nike duffel is red, my new emily d strange wallet is red too.. gonna be so super reddish this tournament. if i use my new red umbro towel as well i'm gonna be juz short of new red bball shoes haha.. bleah.. sticking to my old lousy air force ones la.. wad to do.. no extra budget for shoes. wad a bummer.. but yay.. knocking off soon n going for training at 2! chaos~!

pick it UP AND get it ON

watched d match bet sa n jj. quite sad to say it was a tat bit disappointing. but of course i'm glad at least it was a good wake up call for them, say.. in the nick of time? perhaps it was a matter of confidence, or maybe more on the border of not doing wad they cld haf done altogether. as a team i mean. as they shd haf done. communication. encouragement. having the correct spirit. n so on. something was nagging at me while d match was underway. juz cannot seem to put a finger to it. was at their debrief after it ended. some were pretty sad. some in tears. some disappointed, most at themselves, some at others. seems to me most did not prepare themselves for the match in the appropriate mentality. in all aspects. TEAM sajc was momentarily left on the shelf?

we did however catch a glimpse of some of the girls' real ability towards the end. though we as extremely concerned seniors can only do so much as watch from the side, most helplessly at times, doing wadeva we can to cheer them on. screaming like crazy. telling some of them endlessly 'u shd do this or that' n blah blah blah.. trying to impart our experience to our utmost ability. but hey, our times haf passed us by. n no matter how hard we try, they wouldn't noe how we feel till they've crossed the border over to the oldies' side. cuz they're the ones on court now. we can only do so much for them. apart from that, the rest is up to them.

i hope we manage to do no more than juz be the support for u girls. i hope we do remember not to impose ourselves on u, our dear small ones. i sincerely believe in u n u will rise to the occasion. n wadeva We achieve ulitmately, We will always be full of pride. for We are one, n the Saints' Spirit burns ever so brightly. Amen.

thE uLtimaTe oriGinaL InventEd imPromTu tIny pOem

The cab
Ran over the cat
That's so sad
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so lyrical.. and melancholic.. really.. :~|

specially dedicated to marc n kalai ;) hehe..

all matches at sbc!!!

and so it is.. the fixtures for women's lan zong's out.. i muz say ny alumni's draw is pretty tough. but we're juz gonna cross our fingers n hope for the best. try our hardest. we're playing for the purpose of juz playing together anyway. hope no one gets injured or anything though..

sunday 24/04/05 tanglin qunyan 8.30pm court 1

sunday 01/05/05 ling yun 5.30pm court 2

thurs 12/05/05 aljunied 8.45pm court 2

bleah.. it's really like the worst draw we can get. but oh hell.. juz enjoy the games la. i'm feeling so much excitement as the first match draws near. anxiety.. anticipation.. apprehension.. cuz it's been ages since i last played a proper tournament man.. hope everything goes well for ny.

peAce

i wish u well in all u do. wherever life leads yOu. wadeva happens to you. however far yoU may be. all in a nutshell.

disaPoinTed

hmm.. ny lost quite badly 2 ahs. but ahs deserved to win. they're tt good, n actually so much better in many aspects. think jiaolian's already glad tt we made it 2 the finals n all. after the whole thing some of us seniors went out to join in the debrief. cld tell she was pretty upset when she attempted to sum up the whole year n season. i juz hope d sec 3s can reflect on their behaviours thus far n manage to pick themselves up after this. it wld be sad if they lost d nanyang spirit juz like that. i gotta admit ny's no longer wad she used to be. perhaps jiaolian's getting on in years has something to do with it. quite sad..

didn't watch the full boys' match. cat high emerged champs ultimately. apparently they had many imported players, hong kong n malaysia n all but i think unity didn't put up tt bad a fight either. oh well.. had lunch with kalai, siting n cheryl at mos burger. realised after a while the atmosphere was kinda weird, but at times it wasn't. cuz kalai's crapping n getting her head knocked onto the next table was quite an effect haha.. anyway it's really not my business to be nosey but juz can't help noticing noe?! :) hope all's well for everyone.

ok so tired out n starting to feel unwell for real. legs gonna duan soon. still got training tmr at 4. my head is still aching from lack of sleep. still very bleah. over n out.

Learn How To Let Go

Jenny was a bright-eyed, pretty five-year-old girl. One day when she and her mother were checking out at the grocery store, Jenny saw a plastic pearl necklace priced at$2.50. How she wanted that necklace and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her, her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace, but it costs an awful lot of money. I'll tell you what. I'll buy you the necklace, and when we get home we can make up a list of chores that you can do to pay for the necklace. And don't forget that for your birth-day Grandma just might give you a whole dollar bill, too. Okay?" Jenny agreed, and her mother bought the pearl necklace for her. Jenny worked on her chores very hard everyday, and sure enough, her Grandma gave her a brand new dollar bill for her birthday.

Soon Jenny had paid off the pearls. How Jenny loved those pearls. She wore them everywhere - to kindergarten, bed, and when she went out with her mother to run errands. The only time she didn't wear them was in the shower - her mother had told her that they would turn her neck green.

Now Jenny had a very loving daddy. When Jenny went to bed, he would get up from his favorite chair every night and read Jenny her favorite story. One night when he finished the story, he said, "Jenny, do you love me?" "Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you," the little girl said. "Well, then, give me your pearls." "Oh daddy, not my pearls!" Jenny said. "But you can have Rosie, my favorite doll. Remember her? You gave her to me last year for my birthday. And you can have her tea party outfit, too. Okay?" "Oh no, darling, that's okay." Her father brushed her cheek with a kiss. "Good night, little one." A week later, her father once again asked Jenny after her story, "Do you love me?" "Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you." "Well, then, give me your pearls." "Oh, Daddy, not my pearls! But you can have Ribbons, my toy horse. Do you remember her? She's my favorite. Her hair is so soft, and you can play with it and braid it and everything. You can have Ribbons if you want her, Daddy," the little girl said to her father. "No, that's okay," her father said and brushed her cheek again with a kiss. "God bless you, little one. Sweet dreams."

Several days later, when Jenny's father came in to read her a story, Jenny was sitting on her bed and her lip was trembling. "Here, Daddy," she said, and held out her hand. She opened it and her beloved pearl necklace was inside. She let it slip into her father's hand. With one hand her father held the plastic pearls and with the other he pulled out of his pocket a blue velvet box. Inside of the box were real, genuine, beautiful pearls. He had them all along. He was waiting for Jenny to give up the cheap stuff so he could give her the real thing.

So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure. Isn't God good? Are you holding onto things which God wants you to let go of? Are you holding onto harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have become so attached to that it seems impossible to let go? Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing... God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.

tAke a rIde tO thE otHer sIde

now in the midst of a very interesting n farnie n excited conversation bet cheryl n audrey. haha.. d latter is recalling a near fighting scenario bet her n sandra during one ite comb training. it sounds so incredible. i haf nv seen girls really fighting b4. cool! but they didn't la.. haha..

anyway i feel so full now, juz cooked noodles n some of the half fried oyster egg thingey that foong taught. delicious! hey carm we shd get together for some luncheonn egg again soon! heh.. feelin kinda sleepy already.

had a good talk with drey last nite. think it was very nice. it had been quite some time since i last saw her proper. cleared up many things with her, told her wad i really thot of some incidences that has happened in recent times n all. always 2 sides to a coin. diff experiences diff circumstances diff viewpoints. no right n wrong i suppose. but it still doesn't make me think any diff of anyone. juz in the loop now for both sides. n i shall not judge. for a start eh? juz hope i'm not misunderstood in anyway though. i'm still me. n i still feel the same regarding u, yupz..

so tired.. gonna slp soon i guess.

gonna watch the b div finals tmr! so excited, hope my juniors play very well n get champs. i might cheer like crazy la.. anyway jiayou!!

jaded

hmm.. haf some time to doodle on my key board since the boss n lady are out for 3 whole days!! they've gone to batam for some seminar/course thingey.. hehe.. kinda relaxing in the office now. went shoppin with this aunty from work yesterday. can get along with her really well, dunno why.. we tk d bus 2 work together almost every morning. if i manage 2 get my butt up earlier that is! we went to this really in place for nowadays' aunties. we went to sheng siong! that's where all d old ones go cheap! cheap! haha.. the prices r really competitive though i gotta admit. so i strolled ard n i bought a new bin! guess i did more shopping than aunty bee lian man! haha..

met up with marc n kalai n xdz after tt at yuhua but it was quite late though. n i hadn't planned on playing ball so didn't bring any change or shorts either. was there as a supporter! haha.. they were playing agst this team with this really irritating ite tampines girl. bleah.. out of point anyway.

i realise i haf been pretty critical of everyone lately. maybe i'm juz being judgemental. i mean towards those i apparently dislike. duh. like the non living thing. yucks! 'it' sucks! glad i dun ever hafta talk to 'it' again. then i dun like this girl. can't stand that guy. sigh.. it's bad i know. but sometimes i juz get so carried away. i suppose it's also got to do with my dampened mood swings lately. many things haven't been going my way at all n i hate it despite knowing there're always reasons for them.

i can't be like You. always so perfect. so flawless. i used to tell myself i shdn't judge. that side of me seems to have vanished altogether the day i realised i was totally betrayed by You. nothing is absolute. thanks to You now i'm sure of that. but then again, do i know where my priorities lie? i'm looking too much into secular stuff. God seems to have faded into the background. it shdn't be this way. n what shd i be doing abt this. maybe if i had more of Him in my life i wldn't be in this state. i shd start going back to church. whee.. all the shoulds n should nots. bleah.

on a much gentler note, i get really crazy when i hang out with kalai n marc. like last nite. haha.. cuz kl's as mad as a deranged bird when she gets started. we laugh all the time abt the silliest things. she makes me laugh at her. marc pops up with the stupidest of farnie comments. i get all the fun. then i'm not so uptight. it's time to really move on.

think i sound rather incoherent. do forgive. blah.

--jaded: worn out; wearied--

juz another weekend

~~and also, when you realise you have clashing personalities with somebody, learn to accomodate.
or else it will be a big disaster.~~

juz took this off foong's blog. food for thot eh? cuz d other day i was having this mini discussion with carmie over lunch. n was tellin her out of d blue i felt like dying. haha.. i can be really weird sometimes. n there she was trying to get the reason why i said that. n i juz cldn't put it across. 'obligations' was d best i cld do but it ain't juz that u noe. anyhow that's when she drew me back to this entry of foong's. haha maybe i'm suffering from bipolar disorder juz like van gogh right em? maybe juz not that serious. but van gogh really had a hell of a life man. heh. anyway it was exasperating not having been able to explain myself so i walked off 2 d ladies thinkin i was gonna cry. did not. conclusion: it had 2 be d restaurant that was depressing me haha..

it felt like a lazy sat afternoon. after lunch we walked ard lot 1 for a bit. then carmie was meeting her family for dinner n i was gonna get changed then head for kx boys trainin. but i dozed off at home instead n when i got there it was already pretty late, they were finishing their '打队'. bleah. so i had dinner with marc n some of d boys at this really good malay food place at batok after that. then jio-ed kalai 4 a movie. in d end min n peilee came too n we played pool at bt timah. then had prata after tt. then played 1 game of indian poker of which kalai lost n had to stuff another prata into her system haha.. oh i think planta prata is nice! discovery courtesy of miss peilee :) shall eat that next time i go there.

all headed back 2 my abode n squeezed into my big bed with my mom also in d room. a tat bit weird but she was in a good mood so yup. wasn't that bad really. they were laughing like mad when they heard her call me. pleh.. then she spent d whole morning watchin winter sonata. we kinda have a fetish for sappy love stories i realised, despite having to admit this means i actually have something in common with her, interests wise.

woohoo.. we slept amost a whole sunday away man! we woke up, ate, n watched my girl. then pl n kl slept some more! tsk tsk.. so piggy.. anyway they went home n i went to play ball so yeah. end of story. heh.. finally..

whY

hurt. dun understand why u're doing this. at least tell it to my face. am i now being made to feel wad someone else is feeling? is that the real reason? if so, i'd pretty much juz forget abt u as well. i dun care. not anymore. dun ever be nice to me again. ever.

was gonna go on with my story for d few days left but guess i'm juz really not in d mood. well the gist of it is tt i played ball at yuhua, quarrelled with something irritating along the way, hung out with marc n kalai, watched pacifier with kalai on wed (which was quite fun by the way, it's a riot talkin nonsense with her), ended work early on thur n went to look for marc with kalai (so tt means we hung out again).. yeah.. there.. done.. now tt's really short n sweet.

rite.. met up with kat, wj n shanice late last nite. had supper at bt timah then to play pool. well actually juz wj n i cuz d girls were juz lazing ard in d couch. attempted 2 coach shanice on how to play pool but i'm quite bad so dun really noe how. shd ask wj to teach. he's good noe. i'm not really a pool person anyway so yup.. bball's still more for me.

it's sat.. n i haf nothing to do later. so ironic. usually my sats r full. but for today, alumni training's in d morning so obviously i can't be there. afternoon is free cuz d training was shifted up.. yeah.. n it's such a chore to go back home first den come out for kx training again later.. so i shall juz wander aimlessly to while away the time i guess.. bleah..

fiLLing in thE spAces

haven't blogged in like a long time man, cuz work is occupying the whole of my day in d office nowadays. of course tt actually shd be happening everyday i'm here la, so when i dun blog it means i haf no time to slack! hehe.. anyhow, think my week has been most eventful with some interesting happenings as well as some unhappy stuff here n there, shall try 2 keep it short.

friday
so after work i went to play ball at yuhua with marc n kalai n some xdz. quite fun, had a good work out. esp since i was pittin against some useless nitwit. it was fun. haha.. so mean. then d 3 of us hung out at d coffeeshop for a while, juz had drinks cuz all quite broke. but guess wad? while we were accompanying kalai on d bus 2 bt batok mrt i suggested going 2 get d famous chompang nasi lemak n poof.. we were there.. haha.. so broke le still go. but it was hilarious. we were in such crappy moods n making funny animal sounds haha, prolly a bit high from such good n sinful supper. it was great, so we decided 2 do it again on wed. gonna watch pacifier den haf cpnl again.

saturday
slept till pretty late, woke up n had to do some stuff at my old house. den i headed for ntu staff club/lounge to help my fren out with the party late evening. red was the party's theme so everyone was donning red this or that. my fren commented tt it was like d 'ang moh hong deng qu' haha. most of d pple were exchange students so it went quite wild. booming loud music n excessive drinking was really normal. pple juz got drunk like no one's business. after it ended we had a 2nd session at matt's room. showed us all his stuff n photos of his hometown helensburgh while we had some vodka lime. juz chilling out i suppose. then i left n went to get some food, thereafter headed for marshall's house where marc, nic n zhiwei were waiting for me to play mahjong haha. busy nite eh! was actually dead beat but didn't mind meetin them anyway.

mj session was ok la, but last minute marshall played instead of nicholas n even more last minute he won on a five doubles formation. on a self picked card some more. bleah.. no win no lose for me! weilin came over in the early sunday morning n both of us went for breakfast in town. my day still ongoing from d previous n i swear i wld haf fallen aslp rite away if we had gone to watch tt movie. ended up going home on my own cuz i had to concuss on my bed already.

sunday
barely had 3 hrs of slp when i was woken up by a phonecall. kat said she had something 2 pass to me. met her n wj at lot 1 in d end. had yogurt n some snacks which were quite good. waited for carmie to come after they left for home. been so long since i last saw d girl. n d boy too. he came later. n we watched miss con 2. twice already for me, but still enjoyed it veh much.

knocking off soon, think i shall continue when i haf time :)

picking up my pieces again

hmm.. so much for ultra depressing stuff eh.. shall re-cap on wad happened in my week.

monday
had half day due to tt night's stock taking at jurong point branch. so decided to join marc for his coaching session at guangyang in d late afternoon. was quite apprehensive at first. but it was quite fun in d end. loved d defence part. quite cool 2 train dem lidat. my jiaolian's a genius haha.. anyway, didn't realise how tiring it was till we were walking out after d whole thing. bleah.. d half day break was meant 4 all of us 2 get some rest so tt we cld last till next morning, but i went ahead n played some more bball at teban b4 i rushed home 2 get changed n all. no doubt d night event in its entirety was exhausting, but on d whole it was fun, sorta like an informal yet formal get together with various levels in d company n outlets. of course we had 2 work our butt off n stuff, but it was quite enjoyable. plus we get a free ride home n d next day free from work! heh.. i didn't mind it at all :)

slept almost d whole tuesday away man. tt wasn't my plan at all! thot i cld wake up at mid-day n go out or something. bleah.. woke up in time only for a really early dinner.. so yeah.. it was so slack though, n i liked tt.. kinda.. spent d rest of d day cathing friends vcd. borrowed dem from wei. she's got like d whole collection can! haha.. good for me!

watched miss congeniality 2 on wed with wei. loved it. sandra bullock's one of my fave. she stayed over my place, we had no previous knowledge tt my mom was gonna be home whatsoever, but it was a peaceful night despite tt. haha.. i sound really mean. we were all in a good mood though. thank God.

thurs.. nothing much.. haha.. tt's abt it.. i haf off tmr!! hehe.. happy.. shall explain why next time.. chaos!