i never knew perspective in its entirety. how one could look so out of place yet be in place. how a moment in time could fade in its next instance. or how a tiny bird could have all that it needs in the whole wide world just being in its little nest doing what it always does.
seems i'm in yet another transition in my phase of life. haha.. i'm back to studying again. yeah.. 4 weeks into the term in nie doing dise and i'm proud to say i've not dozed off in any class yet. the amazing thing is, i dun intend to actually. probably cuz i'm into something i really feel meaning for. getting into new situations and meeting a whole new bunch of people really disrupts ur equilibrium sometimes u noe.
the reason why i've decided to post something here today.. well, there's no particular good reason really. it just so happened that i had a thought. an impression. a judgement of sorts. n i fed that with negativities everyday for the past 4 weeks. n it grew. n all it needed was for me to take one look at the thoughts coming out of this certain 'persona that made an impression' and my critical judgement wavered. could i have been mistaken? or are there really some souls who hoard and put into deepest hiding their true nature, a finite amount of goodness that they refused to share, that no one ever really had a glimpse of.
perhaps being deep is in equation to being engulfed in oneself with no regards for others. well.. who am i to judge? for God i am not..
心情...
8 years ago
