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had a crappy start to my day. was already gonna wake up n get ready 4 work from barely 1 hr of slp but my mom juz irritated d hell out of me. had half a mind 2 stay home juz 2 spite her. argh. but here i am. if i had done tt i wld be back 2 square one. i'm tryin 2 be amiable but she juz goes n starts it all, flushing wadeva goodwill efforts i had intended down d drain. shit. shall try harder next time.

d something tt's bugging me is gettin worse.. wonder wad d heck it is man. sigh.. hope it goes away soon. if not i think i'm gonna hafta try meditation. haha. well i'm juz gonna delve rite into my work 2day so i wun doze off. here goes nothing.