change of plans

-Seeing God in everything is the only thing that will make me loving and patient with people who annoy and trouble me-

Think i need to learn to be at least a Plan B versus the Plan D i am now :)

Appena la Voce

ok, i'm like quite psyched up abt the concert tmr evening. i wonder why really. just feeling very excited and cannot wait to see it. maybe cuz i watched the Raffles Voices concert at esplanade the last time n really enjoyed it. cool.. looking forward to a wonderful evening with all my colleagues and friends.

anyways, today was quite crazy for me. i managed to churn out an amended games day equipment list for logistics comm after staying up late last night and coming to school early in the morning. had to put in much more details and specifications, but i was glad it got done. it was pretty last minute but doing this made certain other things a whole lot better than before. at least it gave shape to something that was previously in a terrible shape haha.. if u noe wad i am talking abt..

well, like e.kwan said, "He never gives us more than we can handle..." i am truly thankful for that.. hey you.. remember this song and keep it in ur head ya? :)

God will make a way

i hope u're listening to this pootz... remember the first time? :)

hope this song encourages YOU too. you know who you are. jiayou alright?!

begin at the end

tmr we start school proper. am looking forward to it but also slightly dreading it at the same time. wonder if i am ready to trudge through another battle. the physical aspect i am still able to handle, it's the emotional aspect that i'm worried about.

then i get reminded of this in one of my readings. "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1)

i feel so much better. :)

not so great expectations?

teachers who show their staff pass get to go on a free ride at the singapore flyer from 1st to 7th september. it's a special promotion in honour of teachers' day celebrations. so, taking the opportunity to have a feel of a spin on the big wheel, some of us got together on friday and headed for the ride of our lives.

or so it seemed. turns out it wasn't as fantastic as i had expected, and i didn't really enjoy myself that much in the end. i guess a lot of it had to do with the fact that it did not meet my expectations. maybe if i hadn't thought so much of it i wouldn't have ended up so disappointed.

in a way i think the same goes for people. ting once commented how i can lower my expectations of people such that i allow them to carry on being themselves with me. she says it's really difficult for her. i realise i can only do that with friends who are not particularly close. perhaps the reason why she's unable to do that is because the person concerned was family and a loved one. that makes it all the more harder doesn't it? the closer they are to u the more u would expect from them? and that makes for all the disppointment in the world.

just wanna tell ting: i noe how u feel sometimes. we just have to have faith in God and believe that He alone will bring us through all the pain and disappointments.

a company of two

many a times things are better left unsaid..

but sometimes, perhaps just sometimes, it's great to know that u have not been taken for granted. and that u're being appreciated for all ur efforts, however small they may be.

so anyways i just wanna say a big thank-you for all that u have done for me. i do not deliberately make u feel any less of yourself. do forgive me if my actions have shown otherwise. it's a terrible feeling. i know that.