hey.. i just discovered something. i can play songs from you tube and record it with audacity and export it into mp3 format! may not be a really big thing though, but it's something i found out for myself n so i feel really good abt it! but before i can export it as mp3 i need to load something called the LAME encoder from the audacity website. cut n paste it somewhere in my program files. then open it.. and wah la! i'm such a genius rite!! i mean me! anyway they really do have 'innovative' names for their programs and files dun they?!
so i recorded this song somewhere over the rainbow (Israel Kamakawiwo'ole version) and had it exported n now i have my very own rainbow mp3 song in my computer! it's a song i've always wanted and searched high n low for but no one could tell me where i could get it.. i was even prepared to pay 20 over bucks for it if only i knew who it was sung by and what album it was in. but not anymore hehe.. and at this point of time i feel it really lifts me up. was feeling so down in the dumps.
sometimes things just happen and u have no way of control over it. i feel so depressed rite now n i can't even ventilate to anyone safe for the occasional sensation of nausea seemingly creeping over me every other minute.
*somewhere over the rainbow on an all high repeat mode*
for now, just wave and say hi when u see me. it's just too hard to talk abt it. dun probe. dun ask. dun question. dun shoot quizzical looks. dun mention work. dun judge. dun be concerned. just dun. i really dun deserve it.
