aT Odds

different treatment AGAIN.. everytime.. without fail..

wake up your idea already my dear girl.. don't you EVER get it? you're just ain't the same.

and NEVER will be. period.

high

everytime I try to fly, I fall..

wHim

it's not so much the fact that i changed..

you simply didn't..

pitter patter

weather's great for sleepin in if u ask me, but i feel extremely sucky cuz i'm stuck at work with so many things to do when all i can think abt is my 'at times' comfy bed. bleah bleah bleah.. can't complain though, pple here r really nice, plus i get to sit around alot when i'm free of work n money still comes in. wad more can i ask for? wad a slacker :)

was on my way to sa after work yesterday for a secret mission one on one training session when it started pouring chickens n ducks n geese like nobody's business. got stuck at the bus-stop juz outside the school for abt 15 mins can. darn. then some councillor who was escorting people out was nice enuff to lend me one of the many umbrellas he had in his hands. apart from keeping my upper body quite dry however, the apparent protective tool with which i was employing did nothing else to make me feel secure. reached the hall in the most drenched state ever. dripping jeans n squishing shoes did NOT make me feel any better. not at all. not when i was looking forward to playing some bball la.. haven't done that in a while. oh well.. had to make the best out of a bad situation. girls n guys had combined trg so i ended up aiding alice n shirlaine in a supervisory role if that's wad one calls it. the juniors' enthusiasm helped lots too.

after trg emily came by to fetch alice n i joined them for dinner at bugis village. as i was telling em, we fulfilled our previous plans for meeting up in the most unknowing manner, which was great, no need to rack our brains for extra decision making. u noe.. the usual.. meet where.. meet when.. meet who.. yupz. had a nice chat with them.. talked abt everything under the moon.. about pple.. about the past.. about the present.. about the future.. all rolled into one. enjoyed myself.. then i forgot i had to call kaiyun back.. oops.. not good! make it up next time babe..

oh u noe wad.. it's lirong's birthday today. so i sent her a msg. juz wanna be nice u noe..

me: hey there. happy birthday to u.
lirong: Thanks. glad u rem.

erm...?? well.. haha.. okies shall keep some comments to myself..

i wanna play ball!! someone pls ask me out for a game will u? oh btw there's this And1 under 25 3 on 3 comp coming up.. cheryl audrey n kalai gonna form one team: feng xiong hua. qiangsters team lor haha.. hope they win. i will be their most ardent supporter :)

Yellow

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

It's true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

Coldplay

gAwd

do i think i juz realised why wad's been bugging me has been bugging me all this while?

i need closure..

there..

i've said it..

believe it..

*flashy flash*

stalker
1: someone who walks with long stiff strides
2: someone who stalks game (or people, in my opinion)
3: someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions

based on my knowledge n understanding of the person in question, i strongly believe he's all of the above. haha.. ok he doesn't so much as walk that stiffly, but considering the fact that i dun like him at all, he could be fleeting across a room in the most gracious manner n i'll still scrunch my face in grimace. biased wad.. dun blame me if i can't help it. he's still a stalker no doubt.. n he cld be the worst of the lot. i pray for his transformation.. in exchange for ur peace of heart..

beguiled of strength

at kalai's house now, juz woke up from a really fitful slp, dunno why.. maybe it's d weather.. but it's nice n cooling though.. hmm.. oh well..

friday was a busy day.. went to sa to ref the games agst girls' n guys' thai teams in the morning, stayed ard to play some ball with shirlaine who's back from aussie, then went home to wash up n prepare to meet up with cell's sub group for dinner at bottle tree village, which was way, way into the heart of sembawang.. but that's a cool place i tell u, nice scenic view n wonderful ambience. not forgetting abt the scrumptious food. stuffed myself so full man haha.. enjoyed the entire session a lot, with all the singing n sharing after dinner.. kinda bonded with the pple a bit more, juz 7 of us. looking 4ward 2 the next one :)

went back with kl n set out to support kaiyun's soccer game agst sa early next morning. didn't realise i was so tired both physically n mentally.. almost cldn't wake up despite kl's constant attempts to rouse me from my slumber hehe.. anw sa quite qiang man.. haha.. well so tt's y hci lost, hope ky's not too upset still..maybe we'll get to watch her next game agst vjc. hmm.. feeling a lil hungry, think i'll go find something to eat.. :)

He's Everything To Me

In the stars His handiwork I see
On the wind He speaks with majesty
Though He ruleth over land and sea
What is that to me?

I will celebrate Nativity
For it has a place in history
Sure, He came to set His people free
What is that to me?

Till by faith I met Him face to face
And I felt the wonder of His grace
Then I knew that He was more
Than just a God who didn’t care
Who lived away out there

And now He walks beside me day by day
Ever watching o’er me lest I stray
Helping me to find that narrow way
He’s everything to me

breeze right through yOu

wad do u noe.. i'm back in astute office cuz there's more testing to do. came back alone though, cuz only 1 person is needed n min min was nice enuff to let me do it. extra income ma haha.. this time there's a lot more to do. not so much testing but rather lots of web admin n word document based stuff to handle. editing of nets user manuals alone is giving me a headache.. so much to do so much to do!! bleah.. well well.. cannot wait for weekend to come again haha..

went to watch the days of noah last sat after ny trg with kalai n (well.. wad do u noe) my granny n mom! haha.. odd combi i might say.. but they got the tics for me so why not hehe, super cheapo.. :) anyway it was quite a huge project. but i felt the whole activity itself in its entirety wasn't quite substantial enuff. still.. it was indeed a miraculous phenomenon. so many evidences to prove the ark's n flood's existence and authenticity. cool..

had dinner at maxwell market after that n then both of us shopped ard in chinatown for quite a bit. bought this really interesting 'tiny metal ball rolling ard in a wooden box with many tiny holes' game. so tough man. but i completed it! hehe.. chicken feet.. i'm good aren't i?! cheerios :)

rainy day..

i'm becoming such a no lifer! haha.. was home after work yest.. no bball in the end.. actually managed to catch the superstar thingey man.. n i suppose i'm going home again today.. weekend, on a friday evening n i'm so free.. wah piang.. well at least i get enuff rest for my busy day tmr huh.. oh well.. wadeva.. la la la la la.. i'm off soon..

wad's up doc?

think i dun hafta visit the doctor already.. i feel so fine.. clear lungs n fresh air.. never been better!! woohoo!!~~

stiLL waTerS

sigh.. min min ain't here today.. she's sick.. hope she gets well soon man. well the weekend is approaching n i'm really looking forward to it. cuz that means d end of my part time stint at astute is nigh :) come to think of it this week whizzed by really fast. let's see.. gave jasmin english tuition on monday, met up with cy for fantastic 4 on tuesday (really cheap 5 bucks!!), had bible study n cell grp on wednesday, n now here i am, it's thursday! might be goin to play ball later. that aside, so that means friday's coming!! yay!! can't wait.. haha..

feeling so ecstatic all of a sudden cuz i juz completed the final testings i had to do n i'm pretty ahead of time. the rest haf all gone for lunch n i'm here, juz relaxing n surfing net.. hmm.. maybe if they haf more program testing i could come back next week.. dun mind d extra cash really.. while i'm still waiting la.. haha.. ok we'll see..

wonder how the gyss girls will fare in today's match. it was kinda demoralising when they played rgs i noe.. but hey.. no matter wad u're still a good coach alrite? jiayou my fren..

anyway, is it me or has everyone been like so stressed lately? stressed or burdened or tired or whatever. no matter wad i noe things will turn out fine eventually. cuz d sudden feelings of responsibilities might seem somewhat strange.. prolly to u.. or even to others who might voice that out.. for they might not understand.. but so long as u noe there's a purpose for u in it all, u'll do fine. looking great! keep it up yeah? :)

"As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the person."

Joint Horoscope

Two heads are better than one, and your combined brainpower now could run the lights in Times Square. What are you going to do with all this luminous intelligence? Interestingly, it's accompanied by social skills that are approaching genius level. Don't be surprised if you learn something amazing and new about each other -- and don't be surprised if you start planning something both spectacular and spectacularly smart for yourselves and the lucky members of your social circle.

~~ewe were always on my mind~~

wOndeRwaLL

my weekend was pretty enjoyable. filled with activities.. till i haf no time to see a doctor. haha.. someone's gonna kill me. or i'm gonna do that to myself first cuz i'd have died of pneumonia from all that coughing.

so i met kalai n went to play ball at hke after work on fri. didn't get to play long though cuz dere was teakwondo later in the evening. spent some time watchin the cute lil kids that were in the program. they looked like they could be really lethal man.. give them like 10 years haha.. headed to watch match at yuhua after that, where some weird dude with funny post shooting hand signs n awkward running really gave us the stitches. guffawed non-stop i shd say.

helped out at church tuition on sat morning, had lunch at kalai's house after that, then went play ball at ny till my feet had 3 blisters, followed by playing some more ball at ccab till my feet had 3 bigger blisters.. ouch! but it was worth it. haven't played lidat in a while. hehe.. shiok! had dinner at prata cafe, went back quite late n dozed off almost immediately after hitting the bed. haven't slept lidat in quite a while too. but then again, i usually slp well in this comfy house. thanks :)

sunday was tha same but enjoyable all the same. some incidence took place during service which got me quite worried but everything turned out fine eventually. then i had my bible study too. hope i remember wad i always haf to do or not do yeah? (",) watched the youth cup finals later on in the evening. not too exciting though.. ended up with the same results for both guys n girls - comb red champs. during the guys' match however i had my load of insane crappiness from 2 crazy birds sitting on my left. namely sheahlin n kalai. put them together to watch a game with ronny in it n the result is disastrous. thanks so much for the entertainment though. kinda made the match slightly more bearable.

peefee terrorised

sometimes i really cannot fathom how there can be so much rage among pple. check out the recent bombings in london. few tens dead n few hundreds wounded. dun the terrorists haf loved ones too? i suppose they sit ard all day doing nothing but plan n carry out attacks n what nots. ok.. actually that's like their life. their sole greatest ambition: live by lawlessnes n to create mayhem n turbulence where pple gather, big fat bonus if many r killed. sigh.. we are indeed getting so much closer to that time. the time where everything will end. scary thought.

well the long awaited weekend is finally here but i hardly feel like celebrating. i do wonder why. perhaps it's d sudden weak stomach, or maybe i feel depressed abt this piece of terrorism news. haha.. am i?

p/s pls dun tk that tone with me.. i hate it.

BE PATIENT

A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.

The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment.

When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands.

When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?"

The father went home and committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones and hurt feelings often can't.

Too often we fail to recognise the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

no boo hoo..

thot i was gonna get well soon.. guess i was wrong.. it may well be due to the awfully numbing cold air conditioning they have over here at astute. welcomes me into its loving arms everyday. that's y i'm still sniffing n coughing away like crazy.. with a tad bit of breathlessness to top it off. bleah.. gotta go see doc soon. prolly over d weekend i suppose..

xdz having a match with dunearn 2day, wish i cld be there.. sob sob.. but working's good.. it feeds! hehe.. beats loafing ard doing nothing all day i reckon. hope i get the answers i've been waiting for real soon though.

had cell group last evening. pretty nice time of sharing n learning. was a lil nervous at first. haha.. haven't had that feeling in a long time. but loved it anyway. got a free ride home too. juz when i thot i saved so much time frm travelling n all.. shi mian zheng caught up with me again. maybe i really do haf a problem.. hmm.. hope i figure out wad it is.

could it be a result of watching too much friends?! hey but wait.. i watch friends because i can't slp, not vice versa rite? i believe so. hmm.. either way it's an awfully good way to destress.. not that i haf much of that.. but still good. am i rambling? haha.. omg.. fingers turning purple.. gotta give them a warm water treat.. hiak hiak.. that's all! :)

-i am ewe-

perhaps i do not notice you enough to know you are always there..

perhaps you give me so much i find i cannot breathe..

perhaps it takes much more than consciousness to realise everything that happens around me..

perhaps.. just perhaps..

would you seriously contemplate my awareness.. really??

work week

juz got this temp job at astute thru liangmin. quite cool, basically we juz sit ard doing nothin much most of the time. well it's only like d 2nd day heh.. of course when i feel the prick of my conscience i start to remember how i'm supposed to list access profiles, log in as administrator n blah blah blah.. haha.. so mean. ok after this i'll conscientiously focus on my job k. love my life??

anyway i kinda decided to tk up the teaching course in nie. but i'll hafta wait for their reply of course so it's gonna tk some time. heard it's not tt easy to get in. oh well.. wherever God leads. anyway i really love church. making me think alot. yupz. n love everyones that come with it too.

kalai came with me to play mj with carmie, foong n jas last friday. thot it wld be weird inititally but it went well haha.. glad. i'm so gonna quit mj already. had enuff.. for now at least. muz get well first :)

mean beans

human beans r pretty weird sometimes.. they think they dunno wad they wan when they're already doing wad they wan.. cuz when they're doing that, they feel they wan something else.. weird dun u think?! haha.. who the hell am i talkin abt?! :)