waLk of Life

Sometime during last week I took a really long and peaceful walk down to a place I have always dreamed of visiting ever since I was a little girl. With someone who, just perhaps, had more in common with me than I could ever have imagined. It was nothing short of insightful and heartwarming as it turned out. Might have been what one describes as the nonsensical chatter in the wee hours of the morning, with the constant companion of the lulling wind, and even occasional drops of spirited water, but lessons were learnt nonetheless.

In the days to come, when I might stop remembering to count my blessings many a times, I hope I will recall this place, this peace, this sharing.. and realise I am indeed blessed. It was great.. I thank God for you.. :)

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
And life goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
And life goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
And life goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

-Simple Plan-

That's What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Ohh That's what friends are for

-Memoirs-

Grief is a most peculiar thing; we're so helpless in the face of it. It's like a window that will simply open of its own accord. The room grows cold, and we can do nothing but shiver. But it opens a little less each time, and a little less; and one day we wonder what has become of it.

trinity

my heart...

my mind...

my soul...

burdened... but with the very thing that alleviates pain...

would ewe know...?

forgive seventy times seven

went to church with kalai on sunday. it was chinese service so it took a bit of getting used to initially. den guess wad.. the message was on forgiveness. Peter asked if forgiving someone for 7 times is enough. n Jesus said not seven times but seventy times 7 times. so it actually means infinite times cuz u dun tk it literally see..

it has to be a sign. for me that is. haha.. it's a lesson on 饶恕.. how apt. well.. i can do that can't i? learn to control my temper too. it's a start. i shall try to remember.

took d xlboys' game agst rivervale vista on monday. they won with a score of 73-34. cld haf done better but on the whole it was quite a good game. juz hope they enjoyed it. lots of silly comments here n there tt i cannot keep a str face to.. my power not as high as marc man.. anyway i'm proud of them. juz feel it's so wasted cuz we cld haf entered 2nd round if they had bucked up earlier. gotta work harder then..

been going out alot these few days.. but i'm just too lazy to blog abt it.. been hanging out with kalai, min min, peilee, cheryl, kx boys blah blah.. tt's all then haha.. bleah..

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didn't i say that it would mean alot to me if u were there? well thanks..

we played like shit for our last match. or rather i played like shit.

think i'm in my incoherent state again.

why do i always get different treatment? i hate it. stop it already.

anyway no more matches.. no more problems. but i'm still sad..

see.. told u i was incoherent.

ok enuff of all this.. i've had enuff..

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led the kx youth boys for their game agst pierce sec today at aljunied. it was cool, they played pretty well n beat them with quite an impressive score of 69-19. finally i see some proper moves n defence. although there's still much room for improvement, i'm happy that they managed to actually show wad they can do on court. hope they perform even better in d next game. marc will really be away this time for dades' game in tpy. jiayou ba everyone..

please grant me wisdom n strength.

接受

彷佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底是什么内容

彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得多久

梁静茹

mumbLe muMble..

u just couldn't wait rite.. sigh.. maybe i was juz grumpy.. argh..

met up with carmie n foong briefly yesterday b4 i went 2 support kx youth match. we were shopping ard in jp 4 foong's shirt when we saw ecstasy walk out of this shop with her 'someone'. haha.. even though i kinda like knew it quite some time back, it was still kinda weird picturing them hand in hand.. n we just bumped rite into them. haha.. well i'm glad they're happy :)

we sat down in mos burger after tt n the 3 of us had this really serious discussion on star wars matters.. ok la it was stupid.. but undoubtedly rated highly on the funny list. haha.. do this again soon ya? loved the light sabre part hehe..

the kx vs gryphon (a) n kx youth vs new city games were played quite badly. they lost badly to teams whom they clearly could win. nothin much for me to say there.. it was really disappointing. guess there r really many things to brush up upon. hope they work harder now..

nothin much left to say. will be playing our last women's league game for the year later in the evening. agst ling yun youth.. kinda sad n all.. but it was a good season for all of us i shd think. i'm so glad everything turned out well.. may we finish up with a bang.

hmm.. it would mean an awful lot if u were there, so i hope u'd go :)

what else can i ask for.. ewe inspired me to scale greater heights..